Dear Father, it seems I am a wrestler.
Jacob wrestled with You one night. He held on till daybreak, and You blessed him. In Your blessing, he became part of the promise You gave to Abram: to make him father of a great nation, make his name great, and bless all the earth through him.
For Jacob (renamed Israel) was Abram’s (renamed Abraham’s) grandson. And down through their lineage, You came as Jesus Christ, Messiah and Savior, blessing all the world.
My wrestling is not so productive as Jacob’s.
With simple things: decisions, relationships, or issues which may be meaningless in the grand scheme of things; I spend time and waste energy grappling with whether or not I made a good decision. I review the options, second guessing myself, wondering and worrying about how other choices would have played out. There is no winning there, and no blessing in that.
So Father, help me seek Your godly wisdom in my decisions. Help me bring every choice to You and ask for Your perspective. You tell believers to ask when we need wisdom, and You will give it to us.
Show me how to hear Your voice of truth and then have peace about the decision when made, without revisiting it over and over.
Rather than continue to wrestle with relationships, Lord, I give them to You. Show me how to spend my time and energy, and who to spend it with. Beginnings and endings are hard for me, and I know sometimes You bring a person into my life for a season. But I struggle when that season is over, to know how to let go.
Move me into and out of the relationships You want me to have, so that I can give and receive the blessings You intended for each of us.
I also wrestle with issues in my life when I have had a single viewpoint. Some are things I learned as a child and accepted without question. Now I have grown and learned that things are not as absolute as I once believed. And even though these beliefs are holding me back and potentially harming me, it’s hard to let go.
Help me have discernment when it comes to examining issues that affect my life, my behavior, even my sense of identity.
Father, as I wrestle with all these things, let me take hold of and cling to only You.
Pry my fingers off of the things that are not important. And bless me as I cling forever to You. Amen
Daily Bible Prayer 
It is amazing how much time and energy we spend “wrestling” the issues in our lives when all we need to do is let go and let God. So easy to say, so hard to do much of the time. Lord, increase my trust in You!
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Laura, I can so relate! Bless you for your prayers
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Amen!
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